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Interview with Viv

Where are you from?

I was born in L.A. but I still live in the same house I grew up in here in Southern California, pretty close to the happiest place on Earth.

Tell us your latest news?

Well, I have officially decided that I will continue the story of Lucas and Justin. I received such a response from readers about Days of Silence, and truth be told, I really love Lucas’ character and can’t wait to explore it some more so I will be writing a sort of spin off series about Lucas and Justin called A Time for Truth. I just started writing chapter twenty of From Behind Those Eyes and I am still having a hard time believing it has come this far, but it’s awesome for sure.

When and why did you begin writing?

Well, I love to read, and for a while as a teenager I was really into romance novels, but if you’ve ever read one you know that the heaving bosoms and burning loins are definitely well represented in those stories and at some point I just stopped reading until I came across Comicality’s stories and then proceeded to read every one he has posted, he’s amazing. At some point his site lead me to GA and more authors and more great stories, and eventually I met some people, friends who I helped out, but one friend in particular, Matthew PazCastillo helped me by suggesting I try and write something.

When did you first consider yourself a writer?

This is a great question because it’s funny how you write and write but never once actually consider yourself a writer until something happens and then all of a sudden, you do. For me, I had been reading this story called Josh Evolving by Cole Parker and I got an email from him about From Behind Those Eyes saying how much he was enjoying it and I was shocked that he was writing to compliment me and my story so of course I emailed back saying… ‘Cole Parker?? As in the author, Cole Parker? Hmmm, well if you are, wow!...’ and then proceeded to smile all day. He wrote back saying he didn’t think of himself as an author really and that shocked me just as much, so I took a few minutes to write him back and tell him just what I did think about him and his story I had been reading, only to find out that I had already read three other stories by him. Basically when someone you consider to be a talented author calls you one, it sort of clicks in your head and stays there.

What inspired you to write your first story?

I can tell you now that at the time, I practically laughed out loud at the idea of even writing something when Matt suggested it because there is so much amazing talent out there, but he pushed, prodded, asked, provoked, and mostly motivated and believed in me and so I tried… for him. I know that sounds weird, doing it for someone else instead of myself, but I sort of have this rule for myself, if I can’t do something well, I just don’t do it. I know myself, and I know I won’t quit, never could just give up on something, and I hate to lose. I wrote a few paragraphs in secret, I didn’t tell anyone at first because I was so sure it would be awful and it would go nowhere but he was really supportive and excited and that was all the incentive I needed, praise from someone you admire is a powerful motivator. Thanks Matty for being you and believing in me!

Who or what has influenced your writing, and in what way?

Well, stylistically I would say reading stories around GA is an education in itself, between Dom Luka and Comicality and a few others from other sites it’s hard not to be influenced by the abilities they have. I guess I love the way Dom’s stories have the power to transport you to the scene, like his every detail is accurate enough to let you vividly imagine what you are reading. I absolutely love the way that I can actually picture Comicality’s characters and their thoughts are so clear, like if it was me in those situations, those would be my exact thoughts, and he never misses one. I think everyone comes into their own style, like Matt is more straight forward and to the point and that’s a redeeming quality to have also because I’m never bored when I read his stuff, and it’s usually intense with feeling and emotion.

How has your environment/upbringing colored your writing?

This is a great question too and I was just telling a friend yesterday that I think that it is because of how I was raised that I am so non judgemental and non discriminatory. For example, if I was going to describe someone to another person, I would say the blond lady; she’s tall and had on an orange sweatshirt or the guy with the glasses and black jacket instead of the old lady or the white dude. To me, it’s just who you are and not a description I guess, I really can’t stand how society has made everything so labeled and discriminate… we are people, everyone of us is different and the same in certain ways but there are some things that I believe are non descript when it comes to human beings.

Do you have a specific writing style?

Hmmm, I guess I do, but what it is or how to describe it, I have no idea. I know some authors plan out there stories and have outlines or notes… I don’t do that at all. I just come up with a plan, turn my music on, and write until I get stuck and then I brainstorm with my collaborator/ super best friend Dave and he gets me going again along with making sure it’s realistic and accurate.

What genre are you most comfortable writing?

Well so far I have written just two stories and both are teenage, high school style romance style stories. They both have angst and sadness and anger, but they both also have love and acceptance and forgiveness and pride for who you really are and I think that is so important.

How did you come up with the title for your story(s)?

Well, with From Behind Those Eyes, I had the title in my head by the end of the second paragraph and it just stuck with me, haunted me in a way that was so fitting for the story and with Days of Silence it was sort of a play on words since that was the short story I wrote for the spring anthology which was supposed to be somehow involving Day of Silence and I thought it fitting to change the word Day to Days since it was four years of Days. I already seem to have the title for the spin off series for that and I haven’t even written one word of that yet, but it popped into my head and is so aptly fitting so I guess we’re stuck with it.

Is there a message in your story that you want readers to grasp?

You know, I never really thought about this much to be honest, but yeah, there is. I want the people that read my stories to know that they are worth something, that their lives are worth living, that they deserve to be loved and have someone to love, that they are perfect the way they are and if they aren’t happy with the way things are, to work towards changing them. I want them to know time isn’t something in endless supply for any of us and regret and anger take up too much energy, go after what you want, create your own happiness, and live each day to the fullest extent you can because some day, it will be your last day. I want people to know that they should be who they are and that whoever that is, I respect you and I hope you respect yourself, have pride in yourself, and believe in yourself.

How much of your story is realistic?

Hehehe, well, since I am a straight girl… not a lot, but there are definitely real traits and personalities and events that I have used from my own life, real emotions and experiences that I have based certain things on.

Are experiences based on someone you know, or events in your life?

Some are yes, or friends of mine who have told me stories and given me their permission to use certain similarities in the stories.

What books/stories have most influenced your life?

As a kid I loved Charlotte’s Web and the Where the Sidewalk Ends books and as I grew up more, I was the typical girl that read series like Sweet Valley High. As an adult I haven’t read much that isn’t on the net, but I will say that I read Tuesdays with Morrie and The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom and they are phenomenal books that contain everything that is really important in life on their pages. Seriously, read them!

If you had to choose, which writer would you consider a mentor?

Well, I’m going to have to go with Matt here I think, because really, he is the one that motivated me, helped me be aggressive and go after success, and believed in me, allowing me to believe in myself.

What are you reading now?

Oh my, so much! What am I not reading, I read like crazy! Some of my favorites are What Lies Within by Rickdog, anything Comicality, Second Wind by Mickey S., there are so many really. Dom Luka is always awesome and Snow Angels that Dave got me hooked on 101 chapters later and still going strong. Personally I have some friends who I think are magnificent also, like KenderCleric and Matthew PazCastillo.

What new author has grasped your interest?

Well, these guys are definitely not new, but new to me and so talented. Luc and I sort of do this funny thing back and forth where I tell him how amazing I think his work is and he giggles and says that means a lot coming from me and then vice versa but he really is a powerfully moving and descriptive writer. Also, Vance has captured some of my attention, he is really great too. There are a few others who would probably appreciate if I didn’t publicly mention them, but I really think there is some potential for greatness there if they would keep at it and believe in themselves like I do, and of course there is Dave who is budding and blooming and growing and excited more with each day, he could definitely be spectacular also.

What are your current projects?

I’m trying to finish From Behind Those Eyes and I am working in something for the summer anthology and then after that I will write A Time for Truth.

Name one entity that you feel supported you outside of family members.

Well, I definitely think of him as family so maybe this is cheating, but Dave for sure, without a doubt. He has held my hand and saved my ass so many times I lost count after chapter one, so a HUGE thanks, and I have Joey, my HTML/vocabulary man who never asks for a thank you but has done some hand holding of his own for sure, and definitely all the readers who have written me to tell me how much they were moved by my stories or how they connected with them. How they have smiled, and laughed, and cried, and actually felt and remembered things, it’s indescribable how that really makes me feel.

How does your family and/or friends feel about your book or writing venture in general?

To be honest, none of my friends even know I write. No one ever asked and I have never told them, probably because I haven’t had the confidence in my work to do that. Rich and my kids are amazing though! I spend an awful lot of time in here typing away and I know it’s hard on them, but he know I love it and it means something to me and that makes it all worth while.

Do you see writing as a long- or short-term career?

Career? Wow, I would love it if it could be, but for now I’m going to go with long term hobby.

If you had to do it all over again, would you change anything?

This is a trick question, I swear it is! But, no… we learn from our mistakes and from our experiences and so no, I wouldn’t change one moment.

Is there anything additional you would like to share with your readers?

Thank you for everything, for your support and your amazing words and thoughts. Believe in yourself because I do, and I guess just stay in touch. I know I get busy and life gets crazy and hectic, but you all mean a lot to me and I love ya lots!



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